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Beautiful Life

by Katsy Redstar

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Waking up at 4 am take the train to fly Big city, big money and big hotels Never asking for the why Being strong in business, always have success The world around you globalize Don’t feel, don’t ask and don’t think anymore Quick fix and drop the rest The afternoon follows working lunch Getting everything done Plug your laptop and start synchronize The long day has just begun Feeling like a business man Without any history Being always there on time The evening is not far away Now the world looks different Black replaces white No need for ironed trousers anymore No need for tech-device Getting into wellness, let emotions flow She need no drinks just happiness Listen to Punk-rock tonight There is no reason why Feeling like a business punk Without any history What wasn’t accepted in the past That is now a common theme Colours, spikes and beautiful people Colours, spikes and beautiful people
2.
New Life 02:34
Tell me know , what goes on Feeling high I can’t sleep today That’s the day, just a day That’s the day, I have made my experience A new life make it better Feeling free to keep me around with you And again By the sea Whales jump around your life Come with me, you will be paralyzed Guide me through your day Waking up the day looks much better now Your small eyes moving to paradise Take my hand in Santa Barbara See me now happy And proud
3.
There you were in the middle of the night Looking at me with this twinkle in your eyes This feeling I couldn’t fight I was pissed like all the others And hardly could balance But with one hand on the pole Not fallen down the stairs Where we wana go together At this place we met every Friday We’re to Music as long as we stay With every feeling that was right We loved to dance together Spitting beer was not allowed We had the best time of our life And no one can bring it back We keep everything in mind This special weekend Your parents were gone We all went to your home Stayed the next two days with you We gently kissed we deeply touched And you built me a cozy cave That meant so much We screwed all weekend long With our music around Just drunk and singing along To that good old classic rock We had the best time of our life And no one can ever bring it back And we’ll never forget The feeling that we had
4.
My inner demon knocked on my soul I didn't want to speak to him Rather wanted him to go But he wasn’t very pleased So I let him in I was curious to see What he had to say to me We had this special bond before But he didn't say a lot Just hey, I'm back Do you remember how this works In fact, I did What could I do He was already in He made himself comfortable And I was confused My devil is back and I’m confused He gives me the feeling that I have nothing to loose I don't know anymore who I am I just don't want to fall for him again I don't have a choice That's what the voice In my head is telling me It all feels so good to be free Doing anything without regrets Untouchable in a devil's sense I close my eyes and feel the evil deeply inside Crawling slowly to my heart Suddenly another voice starts Crossroad,make sure not getting hurt And I hear myself screaming out loud Just leave me alone And of my soul I kicked the devil out My devil was back and I was confused He gave me the feeling I had nothing to loose But I know again who I am And try not to fall for him again
5.
Small World 05:05
November in Boston, the sun is going down Spent the afternoon in Cambridge town Waiting at the platform, when I heard some noise Somebody was singing, playing guitar Normally ignored, but that was different Very mellow, picking cool I turned myself around, looking at a man Love to hear the sound I saw an open case, a name on CD The voice reminded me After another song, I asked the man and found 20 years are long ago We have talked for minutes, about the good old times Here in Boston, American Pulverizer It’s a small small world It’s a small small world The train left the platform, but it never left my mind So important so intense This very short moment, never ends It’s a small small world It’s a small small world
6.
Winter Snow 03:59
It's the first day of snow The sun is really low Days getting shorter Candles burning longer This is not my season because I have a reason To let myself go In this long night of snow Full moon starts to rise Big screen comes to life Something captures my mind There is dark, there is light Am I the only one I hear chants from the stands I'm getting torn apart Can't stand the sound of my own Somebody put it on hold I find myself wandering Through that labyrinth of fear Not knowing what to expect The next cloud where I get dragged Will there be music, will there be death I don't dare to guess My brain is eating me alive Am I able to survive It's the first day of snow The sun is really low Days getting shorter Candles burning longer This is not my season There is this special reason Not letting myself go Crazy winter snow
7.
Trust 04:13
It started when I was a child You betrayed me with all your kind Smiling in my face while lying Now thinking about this I can't stop crying I wouldn't have imagined, it hit me so hard and that it would keep me from people apart I couldn't trust anymore, looking in your eyes The eyes are supposed to be the mirror to your soul I can't trust anymore I didn't know right away, you were lying Then it hit me twice Noone else recognized My sadness crawled up To every inch of my soul Why did you make me such a fool How could you do this to me It made my life a misery I'm not a child anymore But the issue has followed me I wish that one day I can look someone in the eye And trust again
8.
Everybody seems to think I have this beautiful life Nobody is really looking inside on the other hand I wouldn't allow it anyway to put my curtain away If I would have this beautiful life how can I feel so empty inside that I pray for mercy of my mind Don't know really what I am looking for I disagree, that it is me which everybody believes to see Sometimes I feel like Jekyll and Hyde Someone is playing tricks with my mind Can it be that I'm on the run Or just finding myself on the way to the sun And then I have this voice in my ear That's bringing me really into fear Thinking everybody reads my mind Then I wish they all would be blind Something is taking energy out of my vein I wish I wouldn't be in that pain Am I just numb or do actually feel Guess nobody can ever reveal I disagree, that it is me Which everybody likes to see So, who can tell me who I am
9.
Secrets 04:03
So many things in life Are bothering you But you have never told You keep them inside on hold Now these things are coming back And you have to think about them These secrets you have never told Start eating your soul It's freaking you out You can't sleep The secrets are haunting you In your dreams You start thinking about - what to do But you are also be scared - how things will go You decide to put them away - it works for another day The secrets are haunting you - in your dreams But not till the end of the week You start thinking again To feel better and well Who could you tell Who would understand And still be your friend That’s the price you have to pay Day by day
10.
Pictures coming to my mind Asking always the same I don’t want it anymore My life is not a game Starting with obsession Never feel the pain Going down and getting up Don’t listen (to) what the world teach(es) you Rather take the blame Growing up in sanity Getting everything Feelings always win the game don’t ask me for the name Never loose (lose) a thought Someone takes a toll for it Never forget There is not a new religion There is not a new next day Making use of other emotions And be happy for the stay Wealth as (an) asset and the quality of life is the guideline now Let the new day rising (rise) in your heart no pain, no loose (loss) of control Wealth as asset, quality of life Wealth as asset, quality of life

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The Katsy Redstar CD ‘Beautiful Life’ contains a mix of 10 mellow- relaxing songwriter tunes. Modern Americana/Alt.Country meets European Singer/Songwriter style. Steel-string acoustic guitar are in the foreground. Beautiful Life, which is Katsy’s second CD, is produced without any commercial sponsor.

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released June 11, 2010

Maja (lyrics), Tanja (background), Marc (second git), Olli (second git), Alex (Bass, background, mix and recording)

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Katsy Redstar Germany

Katsy Redstar was born and raised in Cologne, Germany. He has spent years of his life traveling all over North America visiting important music spots in Nashville, Memphis and New Orleans.
Today Katsy lives in Hoffenheim, Germany, with his wife Suse, his two kids Elvis & Merlin and Gati the cat.
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